another day has come...

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold......

Oct 31st marked the entry of her into my life... She changed it...

I've heard people complaining about loosing their freedom at the cost of wedding... But if only loss was meant for greater gains in life... why shud one be short sighted....sounds cliched.. but yah its true.

Being young makes me immature in handling so many niceties of being in a relationship. Some times I act, as I just donot care.. some times I go making endless calls all night to listen to a bit more of her voice.....

They are times when she says, I am not bothered about her... there are times when she says how much she feels the love in me....

But still girls are girls... in a day everything changes when they come forward to argue with you... The same person who was on cloud 9 for you sending a cute teddy across continents.. will complain.."when did i do anything for her.." quite funny right. I think even the female race understands that, its just a passing feeling.

What is always strange in our relationship is, the resilience we show in making a effort to come back to terms. I have made my first call to her on Sept 13th and from then on, my avg hours of talking with her shud be at a high of around 5-6 hrs. Weekends boost with 14-15 hrs conversations.

Some one asks, what did I speak on... Only God knows !!

I love singing near her... dancing in front of cam for her... acting... eating... jesting...

May be all good phases need to end... they tend to end... neverthless for a better one to begin.
May be as we grow, the maturity in the relation also grows. What we do as kids now seem to muse us, so may be what we do in the first few weeks of love seem the same....

All in all.. I wish to keep jotting my experiences of upgrading my self from Bachelor 25.0 to Fiancee 0.15

Luv
Siva